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Rainy city street through the window


It rained all day. I didn't go out and wonder if I'm getting another sore throat. I'm drinking tea with lemon out of a big white cup with the Universal Studios Hollywood logo on its side. I took it from an ex friends house when I visited her maybe twenty five years ago. Her husband worked for Disney and they had a life size portrait of Walt above their fireplace. I am no longer friends with her because she once said her husband was "nigger rich" in my apartment, right after she said she was really surprised that a mutual friend of ours didn't have matching towels in her guest bathroom. It was time. 


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