If ...



… there isn't a word for it, there should be. 


I go to the library and check out Of Mice and Men. I ask the guy at the desk if I can get on a list to get Flesh, a new novel that got rave reviews. I say to him I hear its really good. He says it is and points to the desk where it sits opened. He’s currently reading it. I return a book about Dylan and ask if he needs my card. He says no, you’re Paul, right. I say what’s your name -  Dylan. I asked were you named after him … yes. I tell him the book is very good. 

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