I haven’t  been in touch with an old friend for a while … a couple of years say … emailed him out of the blue … thinking of u kinda thing … he replies and tells me he’s had a a heart valve replacement …prostate c … rheumatism … a deep melanoma .. sudden loss of hearing … zero libido 


… and I think and think that old grateful gratefulness and straight talk to myself  … thank g it wasn’t/isn’t me … and then feel bad bout thinkin’ that … but I do … and good god all Moses … like in ’24, with all this war and germs and advancing age gettin’ all arrogant and advancing faster than tomorrow  … you can’t be a sissy with all this here and now. You gotta buck up and take it like a woman. 

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