Today
8:43 am the 23rd Monday listening to Ockenhem. Never have before.
Sometimes I think the quality of the morning coffee predicts what kind of weather will accompany the day.
I think of my troubled nephew in the Garden State and wish him only comfort and true peace of mind - which ignites my remembering my sister telling me that Liz - when small - told her … Aunt Regina, I live in New Jersey. It’s called the Garden State. O if only that were true.
I meet Peggy and her cocker spaniel on the beach. I just came out of the water. Dark seal smooth power waves.
Peggy: I saw your shorts and hat on the sand before I saw you out there and I wondered…
Me … You wondered if someone took the deep dive and signed off .
Peggy : Was it warm?
Me: Yeah. But it's rough. I didn’t go out so far.
P … Thats a good thing.
Me … You live here in the Grove?
P … Yes. My husband and I bought a house here sight unseen eight years ago. He worked in London at the time and would fly here on weekends.
Me … He must really like you or the beach. Or both.
P … Its the beach
Joy comes from not giving up on ourselves, from mindfully sticking with ourselves and beginning to experience our great warrior spirit.
Pema Chodron
Ole life line
Walkin down faster
Walkin with the master of Time
My lady woke up
And she broke down
She got up
She let go
Take me Timer
Shake me Timer
Timer let it blow
Let it blow
Oh I belong to Timer
He changed my face
You're a fine one Timer
You've got me walkin'
Through the gates of space
I keep rememberin'
Indoors that I used to walk through
Baby I'm not tryin' to talk you down
But I could walk through them doors
Onto a pleasure ground
It was sweet and funny
A pleasure ground
Didn't know about money
Didn't know about Timer
Did not know about Timer
Holdin' to my cradle at the start
But now my hand is open
And now my hand is ready
For my heart
So let the wind blow Timer
I like her song
And if the song goes minor
I won't mind
And Timer knows the lady's gonna love again
Time says the lady rambles never more
If you love me true
I'll spend my life with you
And Timer
You're a jigsaw Timer
God is a jigsaw
Soulin' with
Soulin' with Timer
OMG. How much do I love Spotify. Am listening to Janis Ians’ first record - ’67 - was 17 - blew my mind. Jessie sat in the backseat of the car on the way to Suzannes wedding … singing Hair of Spun Gold - with feeling ...
And now I'm 21
Now I feel my life's over and done
Mom upfront tried to pinch her without driver dad noticing.
I watched an American Masters bout Janis Ian last night … she had/has a vivid life. A better voice than I remember. She can do a lot of stuff with it. And her lyrics … honed. When I wasn’t yet out of high school … her Younger Generations Blues slayed me six feet under. See if you agree. Pretend you're 17.
I was sittin' on the corner, I was smokin' on the sly when
Along came a grownup from the grownup FBI
Saying "This ain't Marlboro country hon'
Where'd you cop those cigarettes? You know you're too young!"
Then up stepped three more governmental nuts
Who'd been laying in the gutter, disguised as cigarette butts
Called for the sergeant, he rolled up in a hearse
And he called me a lousy, no good, juvenile pervert
He gave me a lecture on cancer of the lung
Said, "Anyone who smokes is a low-down, dirty bum
Don't let me catch you smokin' around again", he said
And then he took another drag of his cigarette
If you think I'm hating grownups, you got me all wrong
Very nice people when they stay where they belong
But we're the younger generation
And your rules are giving me fixations
I've got this younger generation
Regurgitation blues
I was going down the corner, I was going against the light
It just turned green and up came some guy
Said, "Don't you know that's a federal offence?
Seems like kids your age just ain't got no sense!
And don't you know you're risking juvenile arrest?
Committing suicide is punishable by death!"
If you think I'm hating grownups, you've got me all wrong
Very nice people when they stay where they belong
But we're the younger generation
And your rules are giving me fixations
I've got this younger generation
Regurgitation blues
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I love kate and anna mc g
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