I'm scheduled to enter the Army on Wednesday. I will not go and wonder what will happen to me.

I am with a Latina girl. She doesn't like to spend time with me. I tell her it's over. She cries and stands next to her old boyfriend. I ask her - why are you crying, you don't even like to spend time with me. And her old bf seems very cool and nice. Go with him, I tell her. 

My parents are off to play some rounds of golf. I want to sleep all day alone in the house. Single once more.

I am barefoot and have to leave work and am self conscious about my shoelessness. A work colleague shows up. We take the same route home and I don't want to travel with him.

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